By: Karen Roberts May the liqht
To develop Spiritual
understanding requires
many lifetimes both as male and female. These lifetimes must involve
every
facet, or, human events and emotions:
DOUBT, As well as Love,
Power Success and Happiness,
I, myself, have had 360 lives and have reached a High Level of
Awareness
and Understanding. People, who are on their own search call me 'Enlightened’
the others think I live in 'Fairyland'. We are all here to learn. We
are "Spiritual Beings" having a human experience:
"A SOUL WITH A BODY, NOT A BODY WITH A SOUL." What we know as
reality
is actually an illusion,
we are playing a game, the game of life. It is a serious game, but a
game
nevertheless. We are all actors in a play and the world, as we know it,
are our'props’.
My interest in
death has
always been there,
but I will briefly tell you how it began, what I learnt and what I have
experienced on my journey. Twenty years ago, I developed an interest in
'skeletons', and that was the beginning. I have Cats, Bats, Rats, Dogs,
a Horse, Sheep, and the list goes on.
From these, I
was
collecting anything to
do with death, which led me to 'Tarot Cards’ as my curiosity of
the unknown became stronger. I had my first experience with the 'Spirit
World' at this stage as I foolishly played with the 'Board'.
The 'Spirit',
('Bonnie') attached
herself to my 'Aura', and made her presence felt as she ran
her finger down my neck at night. I was lucky as ('Bonnie') was not
negative,
and, meant me no harm.
I have learnt
the
'boards' are not a game.
They are dangerous. As you open the door to any 'Earth Bound Spirit',
or,'Entity' living on the 'Lower Astral
Plane'. I have learnt
we are never alone, we all have 'Spirit Guides'.
I DO NOT BELIEVE THIS, I KNOW IT! I have had 'Materializations'
from
three different 'Guides' as they wanted to prove to me their
existence.
I have received a lot of information through 'Channeling' from
my 'Guides' about my 'Past lives'. I have been given a
lot of
insight to some of the things I say, do, and feel as we are a product
of
what has gone on before.
I have learnt so
much
about 'Karmas', 'Soul-mates', and 'Karmic
Relationships'. I have
learnt to
recognize a 'Soulmate'
and their purpose in life.
I have learnt
how to see
'Auras' and to tap
into someone's energy to reveal information about what they are
thinking,
feeling and what is happening in their life. (I always ask permission
from
the universe before this knowledge is revealed.) If I had wanted the
information
for malicious reasons, or, to use it against them, the knowledge would
either not be given, or, I would expect 'Karmic Payback'.
I have learnt
how to
control my mind and
to manifest my own reality with my thoughts, as we are all energy and
so
are our thoughts. I have learnt to trust my 'Inner knowing' and
let my'Higher self’ and 'Guides' lead the way. I have
received
a lot of signs, inspirations and messages from my 'Guides',
but,
the one that really stands out to me is when my whole bedroom lit up
with 'White light' and flickered for about 15 seconds as I came
to
the
realisation on something I was working on. It was as though 'they'
were saying, "yes you got it". We are all bombarded with 'Psychic
information' and signs every day, but they are so subtle in that
people
don't recognize them. This is where the term 'Psychic and Spiritual
Awareness' comes in.
People like me
are aware
of the 'Signs
and information'.
If you are
expecting
something big you will
miss them, as they are that subtle, of which that is why they get
unnoticed.
I have learnt about 'Psychic Protection' and protect myself always. As
when you deal with 'Psychic Energy'. It is necessary,
you
can leave yourself open to anything.
I have not yet
experienced anything negative.
I do not believe in Evil or the Devil, just negative energy. Like
attracts
like, and I have raised my vibrations high enough that if a 'Negative
Entity' at some stage crossed my path, it would not stay, as my
vibration
would repel it. As I have stated before, "Thought is Energy".
If
you believe in the 'Devil', then your thoughts will become your
reality. I do not, or, doubt whether I will encounter such a thing.
I have attempted
'Astral
travel'.
I have got very close to leaving my body:
Lights And Pressure on my head. I felt I was about
to leave but it all
stopped. I obviously wasn't ready. There is a time for everything. I
will
achieve this when the time is right.
I have learnt
and felt
the power of 'Crystals'. I wear four on my body now at
all times. The
energy
that they vibrate is now enmeshed in 'My Aura'. They changed me
dramatically.
I have learnt
there are
no accidents. Everything
in life is put there for a purpose for us. To learn, the lessons we
come
here to learn. I have learnt everything is energy, everything has an 'Aura'
and everything vibrates. I have raised my vibrations high enough that
the 'Spirit World' picks up on it and comes to me. I cannot see
'Them'
(yet), but I am sensitive to their vibrations a 'They’ come
close
to me and enter my 'Auric field'. The next time this happens,
(and
it will), I am going to try automatic writing so they can communicate.
When 'They' come close 'They' feed off my 'Psychic
Energy’
which leaves me feeling drained the next day, but the feeling is worth
it.
I have also
experienced 'Poltergeist
Activity'
as 'Spirits'
do anything they can to get your attention. I have
had a lot of contact from the 'Spirit World' relating to me, or,
indirectly
to me, no 'strays' so to speak. There is nothing to fear, as 'They'
are the only people without bodies.
They are energy, so are we. If I
ever
got myself in too deep, I know my 'Guides' are there to help.
The important
thing to
remember is to ask,
as 'They' will not interfere without your permission.
Knock and the
door will
be opened, seek and
you will find.
I have been
consciously
aware of my 'Guides'
communication for a long time now. They send me messages
telepathically.
In the past, when I was just beginning, I wasn't paying attention to 'Their'
messages so, 'They' used to make me'shout stuff’. The words
that
came out of my mouth were not my thoughts. 'They' don't need to
do that anymore. 'Their' messages are much subtler as I have
tuned
in to 'Them'.
My 'Guides'
have
been communicating
with me for a while recently with 'Pops', 'Cracks' in
my
room and with ringing and music in my ears. I believe this to be the
beginning
stages of 'Actual Voice Contact', I wait patiently.
I have reached
such a
high level of awareness
that I have on a couple of occasions fallen into a trance state (an
altered
state of conscience) spontaneously. I live and breath completely with a
'Spiritual Perspective', I can see the Spiritual reasons
behind
everything in my life being positive or negative, as they are put there
for me to learn. My friends made the way that I can look into their
souls,
as they know they cannot hide anything from me.
I can no longer
listen
to people complaining
about mundane things like GST or Weather etc. Their lives are full of
misery.
I walk away as I know there is a reason for everything.
I know my life's
purpose
for this life around,
and, the lessons I need to learn. I am proud of myself how far I have
come
and I know my 'Guides'
are proud of me too, as I feel them cheering
me on.
I am happy, I am
content, and at peace. Most
people look for happiness in other people (relationships) and they jump
from one to another to find it. Unless you are totally happy within
yourself,
you will never find it as there will always be something missing.
Happiness comes
from
within, and I have found
it.
I have let go of
a lot
of negative friends.
I surround myself with only positive energy now. I love my life! I have
never been married, have no kids, and have been single (by choice), for
6 years, (Spiritual reason; I needed to be, to get to this level). I am
the most happiest I have been in my life. How many people do you know
that
can say that, and mean it? I don't know any.
I am 3 years
into my
journey now, (full on)
but I still have a lot to learn. Where I am heading is still not clear.
When the time is right, I will know. I will be lead in a direction. One
thing I do know it will be to serve and help humanity. (Investigator
79, 2001
July)
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